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i had been sleeping most of the day as the drugs i got for my non-stop sneezing induce drwosiness i assume
there is an assignmnet to finish - compare and contrast the Freud's theroies and Carl Jung's theories of counselling
i don't know how to start this or to do this and i am behind my deadline !!! meawww
brain is not functioning properly!! * yawn* * sigh* i see a jackal or two around me
- Location:home
- Mood:
nauseated
"our girlhood dreams have ripened
and we've learned a thing or two
from hopes and we've seen fulfilled,
assorted troubles we've see been through
we're looking bakc astonished
at how fast the years have flown
how much we have done
how far we have come,
how well-mature
we've grown"
"our lives have many stories
countless memories remain
to touch us once again with joy
and tenderness and pain
and still we look ahead with hope
for as the years unfold,
theres is no limit to the dreams
a woman's heart can hold!!"
- Location:home
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:i'll be there for you
- Location:garden
- Mood:wild wild wild flowers
- Music:accidently in love
My bro's house walls are filled with dancing letters, scribbles and ART!
i enjoy them as i can take a plunge into my little nephew's (4 1/2 years) and neice's world ( 2 1/2 years) and swim through them!
clouds that they dance with, the talking trees, super powered animals, market place and all sorts of world of magics!
i am so glad that these kids have the liberty to express as they want without worrying about anything ! i just love their work!
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood:
creative - Music:starry starry night
Today was a gloomy day- this is how the sky looked at 12 noon!
swirls of purple, hues of gray and the whol place was swallowed up in gloominess and wrapped in a breeze of coldness
i missed the acidity of yellow sun!
i took a walk in our un-attained garden.. i saw the glimpse of designs and patterns my mother use to add it, beds of flowers...
the whole garden was taken up by the wild and untamed green vines, bushes and flowers
a sense of sadness stabbed my heart as once this garden entertained so many people 
some wild flowers which i don't even know the name...
wild roses
this plant reminds me something from jurassic park! it is like a giant being who claims to rule our garden
like a five head dragon :) ( my imagination)
- Location:home
- Mood:
cold - Music:don't know why
some wild flowers from the garden......
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the most beautiful card i ever got ( from willowing, Tamara)
the user pic was taken from the card
- Location:home
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:waiting for the world to change
All i wanted to know " what i really want"
I feel this change or energy in me but i can't point it. I feel restless sometimes and then my stupidity flows in. or i should have done this, said this and then A** and i should have been still together
i slap myself and it goes way and hides behind my art journal. i blame my flu for these dillusions i see.........
and whuzzzaaa !! the touch of magic of the universe - Friday night lecture was on this topic by this wonderful person ( Roz Dixon) and she mentioned if you need to see a change in your life ...
1. want to change
2. believe they can influence the situation
3. believe they can succeed!
saturday night i could not help myself but weep - the little girl in me sat on a coutch and cuddled me and cried out the pain. it was 3 am. Today the rays of the sun demanded to be in my room! it illuminated my tiny room and my soul. gave a boost of energy again to start the day with a "change"
Looking forward for tommorrow. for work, to see my students, to my medical tests, to react to people with empathy who let me down and took my feelings for granted, to see my friends, to enjoy my day! life is too short to weep, to feel sorry, to regret, to feel confused, to feel blue.
i have already wasted a week!!
wisdom from my dada
" what do you expect from life?? your loved ones won't love you always the way you want, things always don't go the way you hope, you always won't be super healthy, you will always not have the things you want" what do you expect from life my child???
when things dont go right dont react out of proportion, react with less intensity! because that's life!! life has both fortunate and unfortunate
you are a winner if you can react to both in the same manner beacause that's life!
warm hugs to everyone out there
kanch is going to glow again!
- Location:home
- Mood:
awake - Music:simple as it should be
another bomb went off
20 odd people died
40 odd people injured
women, chiidern, men, young and old
i could not help but feel low and blue......
i could not help but thank the universe for the chance i am given
still to breath, to dream and to be with my loved ones!
20 souls are lost
20 families are in pain...
and thank the universe for the perspective that brings to my life
why should i lament over departure of "one" in my life
the loss of attention on me
the difference in warmth i recieve from a "single person"!
when i have so so much to rejoice!
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood:
sad - Music:bheema
i am SO SO PROUD of my students' work
they had a wonderful exhibition and deep in me i thank them for their vibrant energy that always kick me out of my low moods and make me smile..........
a big thank for their lovely spirit and their creativity
some pics of their work 
- Location:home
- Mood: creative
- Music:simple as it should be
i just wanna the kids to feel that others appreciate their work and i want it to look " wow" so people who are unheard most of the time feel good about it!!!!!!!!!
umm keeping my fingers across !
- Mood:
nervous - Music:shaman
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TAMMY
THE BUNNY ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!
- Location:home
- Mood:
blah - Music:its too late to apologise
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood: chipper
- Location:home
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:fever
sorry if i could not respond to ur entries or to replly to your comments!!!
my pc is back
i am back on my lj
i am so so so glad to hear about tamara's bro conditon- yeah its not cancer
warm hugs to everyone out there
hope everyone is feeling good and feeling secured!
XXO
- Location:home
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:dancing queen
new year lamp -this is the 5th generation who is using this lamp!!!
"heppuwa" - beetle leaves and tobacco
which we give to our adults to show our respect ( one of the sinhalese customs) 
milk rice !! cooked to celebrate good times ( new year, birthdays etc) and may be on sundays too :)
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood:
happy - Music:i wish u were here - incubus
" new year oil lamp"
- Mood: bouncy
come away with me tonight......
come away with me .....
Perspective......
i feel like as if i have angel's wings ....
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood:
contemplative
I met Tamara Laporte / willowing 4 years ago, when we worked together as teachers in Sri Lanka.
In my last year there we got close as i helped with one of her productions.
She has been one of my main source of inspiration to face my fears and doubts in life with more confidence and radiance. She inspired me just being her-self " Tams" where she didn't even had a slightest clue about her influence on my life!
Back then i was 5 days per week gloomy inside,where i hide it from every one, now occasionally!!!
i am sure many ppl have been inspired by her art, music, videos, entries and by her non-judgemental nature
Tamara is going through a tuff time and her only brother Rudi has been diagonsed with cancer she said "we don't know yet if it's hodgkins or non-hodgkins lymphoma."
Rudi lives in Holland.
Please leave here your warm hugs, love, prayers, thoguhts for her,
please leave any web site that u know that would help them to look into options to help this conditions of rudi
leave inspiring true stories that u know of simliar siutations
stories from the bible, dhamma book or any inspiring quotes
and your empathy
Kanchana
- Location:home sweet home
- Mood:caring
- Music:i believe in miracles
